self-deceiving

adj.

自欺的，欺人的，自欺欺人的；

1. Liar begins by imposing upon others,but by deceiving themselves.
   骗子欺人始，骗己终。
2. We often shed tears which deceive ourselves after deceiving others.
   我们常常流泪，这会在欺人之后又复自欺。

The Self-Deceiving Muse: Notice and Knowledge in the Work of Art
The Self-Deceiving State: The ‘Model Employer’ Myth
Emma and Her Influence on Future Self-Deceiving Literary Heroines. (Miscellany)
Comment: A self-deceiving return to business as usual
A new administration: beyond (Henry) Fordism and the self-deceiving state
The Self-Deceiving Muse
Illusionism and the Self-Deceiving "I"
Let's Have Less Self-Deceiving Prissiness Please
The Self-Deceiving Muse: Fiction and the Rationalistic Dictates of the Present
Csary Consequence of a Self-Deceiving Consensus